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Finding Rhythm When there is Chaos

When it comes to building half finished projects I have a Bachelors.
When it comes to talking people's ear off with the business idea I thought of 5 minutes ago, I have a Master's.
And when it comes to being able to fall down a rabbit hole to find the PERFECT solution that is ALSO within my wheelhouse I have a Phd.

People would encourage me by saying "that's a great idea" and it would just fill me with the dopamine that I was seeking and then it would die on the vine, but being a person who has a knack for innovative solutions is difficult. If you are not drowning in ideas you are drowning in documentation on how to execute your vision.

Bullet Journaling is the single greatest skill that I have learned in the past 10 years. It allowed me to access things more readily in the day to day. Taught me that the anxiety that I was having was partially because I was trying hold too much in my brain at the same time. Its these foundational skills that I was leaving on the table that would push me forward. Not researching what CS degree to get (don't).

Now that I have 3 years into my serious development path and have landed a Web Developer job, things are coming easier, I have done the reps and some of the old ideas are making it back in to the brain, but knowing that the notebook is there to put them in is refreshing to have off the mind.

I am debuting my first look of my MVP to a potential customer this Friday and I couldn't be happier that I have found my rhythm and I have tamed the chaos.

on July 15, 2021