Help! Apex Software Platform -- FOSS

I'm really really good at what I do, but I have no idea what the hell I'm doing. I know... bit of an oxymoron there, but bare with me.

Take a look: https://apex-platform.org/

Watch that video for an idea of the basic premise behind APex. Then you can view my beautiful face at the intro vid at:
https://youtu.be/xNmBYtfaf2M

I know, I know... the website looks like shit. Life decided to play a funny goke on me three years ago and make me blind (nothing disease related, simply fell and hit my head in the wrong spot). Got screwed out of $1200 from a designer previously, and for the life of me I'm unable to find any work at all, not even a WOrdpress dev job for fuck sakes. Had a few people over the months say they would volunteer to help clean up the site, but they all flaked out, and such is life. Might have a dev ops job with Electronic Arts here shortly, and if I do land that, then obviously cleaning up the site will be priority.

Anyway... mthis is honestly really solid software, I put two years into it, and am really happy with it. For the life of me though, I'm unable to get anyone to even look at it.

Any tips on how to get traction for this bad boy? If it helps, end goal is to browse freelance software job boards, and see people posting jobs looking for an Apex developer. That's where I want to get.

Let me know any thoughts / ideas, and thank you for your time. Oh, and very nice to meet you. :)