47 mental tabs, zero mute button, and why entrepreneurship was the only career my operating system didn’t crash.
My friends call me “chaotic.” They mean it as a joke, but when they say it after watching me do a full cheer-kick in the elevator so the key fob I tie to my shoelaces (so I never forget it) can reach the key reader… I see it.

From the outside, my brain looks like someone dumped a filing cabinet down a flight of stairs.
But if you could peek into my brain, you’d see something more organized than Martha Stewart’s spice drawer.
To me, my thoughts make perfect sense. It doesn’t feel jumpy — it feels logical. I’d even call it calm.
Take conversations: you tell me a story about your cat, and I immediately ask what your favorite trail mix is (in a non-socially awkward way).
To you, my logic seems unhinged. To me, it’s straighter than Leonardo DiCaprio.
We were talking about cats → I once cat-sat for a friend → her freezer had ice cream → I like pistachio ice cream → why don’t more trail mixes have pistachios → what’s the best trail mix?

This happens constantly. From the outside, my thinking looks like a stack of papers that got scattered through a park by a leaf blower.
On the inside, it’s like 47 browser tabs, perfectly labeled and color-coded — I just switch between them without announcing that I’m hitting Ctrl + T.
A new tab pops open for anything I think, see, hear, or experience. I don’t have an internal mute button. Everything is a police siren grabbing my attention.
That’s why I can point you to every coffee shop in a neighborhood I walked through once — despite not drinking coffee. My brain runs at “three espressos,” but in the Zoom call where everyone talks at once sense, not the productive sense.
I’m not trying to remember any of it. The data just auto-saves.
My room works the same way. It might look chaotic, but I can tell you exactly how many socks are buried under the covers at the foot of my bed. Everything has a place — and if something doesn’t have a place yet, it waits in the corner until it does.
I can’t put something “away” just to hide it. Fake order is more stressful than grabbing your mail shoeless and remembering your elevator key is… tied to the shoe you left upstairs.
Here’s the contradiction: when I focus, I lock in like Simone Biles mid-routine. One tab gets promoted to its own window, and suddenly everything else disappears. It’s great for productivity and terrible for replying to texts.
That mix of 47 open tabs and sudden hyperfocus is why founding ShareSkippy made sense to me.
People imagine founders as hyper-focused, cold-plunging discipline machines with 5 AM routines and gratitude journals. Meanwhile, I started ShareSkippy because it was the only job chaotic enough to match my internal operating system.

Most workplace environments want you to pick one lane.
Entrepreneurship gives you twelve, throws in five detours, and says “good luck” — but with that comes permission to follow a thought wherever it wanders.
It’s messy, unpredictable, and somehow extremely organized at the same time — basically what I’d look like if I got the Tom Brady dog-treatment (which is equally chaotic) and reappeared as a career path.
At times, I’ve wished for a brain that followed the speed limit, stopped at red lights, and kept its thoughts driving in the same direction on a tidy mental highway.
But I also know that when I let my tabs talk to each other, ideas collide, creativity happens, and solutions appear.
My brain is like a quantum computer — complicated, parallel-processing, glitchy with simple tasks but great with chaos.
“Normal” brains go A to Z in a straight shot.
My thoughts form a constellation — still straight, just connecting a completely different set of points.
Sometimes that means I land on a brilliant idea; usually it means I spend three times as long deciding that trail mix shouldn’t have dried fruit in it.
Not better. Not worse. Just a different operating system.
So yeah — maybe I look chaotic. But every tab has a purpose. You just can’t see the system. And honestly, that’s fine. Because it works. Mostly.
When you’re running on a different operating system, though, you eventually realize you need a translation layer — some way for other people to see the constellation instead of getting lost in the chaos.
So I’ve opened a new tab: how to make things a little more readable without dropping my processing speed.
If your brain also looks like chaos but somehow runs like a surprisingly competent machine, drop your story. I’m curious how other people make their operating systems work with the rest of the world.
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This resonates hard. As a biologist building a bioeconomy marketplace, I see the same thing—my brain connects rural entrepreneurship → LEADER funding → sustainable business models → market gaps. To others it looks scattered. To me it's just parallel processing on the problem. The 'translation layer' part hits different though—explaining how a SaaS for matching agri-food byproducts to bioeconomy buyers makes sense is tougher than building it. Great frame.
I love how you turned “chaos” into a superpower. 🙌 Your 47-tabs brain actually sounds like the perfect engine for exploring ideas and connecting dots others can’t see. Really inspiring!
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Wow, this sounds really interesting! I love the idea of clarifying thoughts intuitively instead of just overthinking. I’m curious how it helps with decision-making day-to-day, this is exactly the kind of tool that could change how I structure my workflow and focus.
I'm glad you're interested in this tool. Simply put, it's a fusion of Tarot and AI. Jung once introduced the concept of "synchronicity." Synchronicity is a meaningful coincidence between one's inner psychological state and external events, rather than the result of causal relationships. Our brains easily fall into thought loops, so the more we overthink, the more confused we become. That's when we need a third-party perspective to view the issue. This is the core principle of Nousra: it connects to your subconscious through Tarot cards and uses AI to translate your questions.
Wow - That is pretty spot on.
I've spent the last 15 years working in Live production. A pretty fast-paced, break-neck industry. We'll do 20hr days for weeks at a time, then have no work for months. Wrap a cable wrong, you're DONE. Being an ADHD kid with Rheumatoid made this especially challenging.
I like to think about my stack of open "Tabs" like "Batteries" Each thought or idea or process is actually charging the others. Fueling the little hamster wheel in my head with new things to run toward, ever faster, always moving toward some kind of goal even if i don't entirely understand what that goal is yet.
Moving out of production and into Ai and Dev work (my newly disabled body just can't handle the physical demands of arena shows and tours anymore) has been a shock to my usual thought process and functionality hacks. I've really had to revise my internal organization to tackle sitting in front of a computer all day and trying to whip fresh new ideas out of thin air.
If your brain is anything like my brain, I invite you to try "intentional distractions" - The hot new hack from some unknown dummy on the internet!
If I REALLY NEED to focus on something specific, I can't. I will pull a thread on a sweater until it's a pile of yarn on my keyboard. BUT, if I turn on a TV show or a youtube video (I LOVE 4k Walking Tours for this, And some music, AND open a Substack or IH article, I'm suddenly able to put full focus on my project. Why? Don't know. But the process let me launch 7 fintech products on RapidAPI in 2 days.
you can absolutely fool your brain into high-functioning code warrior if you find your own formula. I'm very glad to know I'm not the only one.
Love this — feels like some brains aren’t built for structure, they’re built for spotting patterns and possibilities, and entrepreneurship just makes better use of that chaos.
Great to know you are not alone. Exactly the same. Mind on 200km speed, ideas running one after another cooking recipe mixed with milion dollars company strategy and covered with new invention all together surrounded by new poem . 3 layers of the same story, 50 steps ahead. And best when you realize nothing wrong with you. You were never fit to organized world and that's ok. But when I execute things finally my mind works like chop, chop, chop, one things done after another then button switch off and thoughts can freely wander in different directions.
Exactly, I agree fully, I've worked the same way all my life and I found it somewhat helpful to manage all the chaos at once due to my brain working like that. Helped make me start a business while in university, without dropping grades.
I loved your article. I can relate to about 95% of it. I’m new at all this but describes why I’m unemployable. Going from pool service to building apps. Thank you for the description that I now get to send to my wife. For your knowledge, I have over 300 tabs open between my Safari and Duck Duck Go browsers on my iPad.
I think most of us is thinking or experiencing the same thing haha but hopefully no one gives up. Let's keep going guys.
Brilliant, glad I'm not alone! :D
This resonated with me a lot, I had to stop and wipe the tears of laughter at least twice from my eyes 😂
I’m ADHD myself and the way you described the cycle of chaos → clarity → intense execution felt very familiar. From the outside it probably looks random or disorganized, but internally it’s more like a long incubation phase where your brain is constantly modeling the problem in the background.
For me it’s almost like my brain is pattern-matching on the problem the entire time. I can spend days or even weeks thinking about something without writing a single line of code, and then suddenly the structure becomes clear and everything snaps into place.
When that happens the execution phase is incredibly fast.
I actually experienced that recently with a project I built experimenting with AI collaboration. I hadn’t written code in about 20 years, but once the architecture of the system was clear in my head I ended up building the working version in around ~80 hours of focused work.
The funny part is that most of the “work” wasn’t really typing code. It was mentally designing the system and figuring out how the pieces should flow together. Once that was clear, the implementation was almost mechanical.
Your post captured that process really well. What looks chaotic from the outside is often just a different kind of thinking pattern happening under the surface.
That sounds like a best case scenario to me. My chaotic brain is driving me nuts lol
haha its a little frustrating.
I love this honesty — building anything out of chaos feels familiar to me too. I’m early stage, pre-revenue, building a premium DTC brand in the home/lifestyle space, and I’ve found the biggest challenge is turning all the ideas into one clear direction rather than 100 things at once.
Curious — looking back, what helped you most in focusing your thinking when everything feels equally important?
This resonates a lot. I noticed that turning chaos into simple systems was the only way I could keep building without burning out.
thanks!
you have no idea how your story fits me. I have ADHD and in January of this year, I decided to start a software company and develop software to help other businesses with their productivity and work flow. I want to help relieve stress on the staff. Make things easing to work with on the computer. My brain is constantly coming up with new ideas.
congrats on the new journey!
Love this! I am all over the place in my brain. I always have ideas popping up and wrestling around. I love how you embrace this type of thought!
thanks!
This metaphor is perfect! Chaos can be its own kind of intelligence.
Thanks :)
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This is one of the clearest, sharpest descriptions of nonlinear thinking I’ve seen: chaos to the outside world, crystal logic inside. The shoelace key fob is pure genius. Really like how you’re turning that exact operating system into an advantage with ShareSkippy. Following the journey. Keep shipping.
Thanks for loving my shoelace fob!! my friends make fun of me but i love it so much!
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This is mad relatable. There are essentially 99 tabs open in my brain, 47 that are frozen, and one that is playing music that I can't recall opening. To be honest, chaos may be the underappreciated creative superpower. You just need to figure out how to prevent other people from becoming engrossed in your tabs.
exactly! Glad you connected with it :)
such a great perspective of your talents.. giving you real edge when you know yourself damn too well
I admire your work ethic on leveraging what you already have..
and best of luck to you in your upcoming journey
thank you!
Reading this article made me smile. It felt like Deja Vu.
This resonated more than I expected.
I built CouncilIA partly because my brain does the same thing — I can't make a decision without running it through every possible counterargument first. The "47 tabs" thing is real. So I just... automated it.
The part about needing a translation layer hit hard. That's exactly what entrepreneurship forces you to build — not just for other people to understand your product, but to understand your own thinking well enough to explain it.
The constellation analogy is the most accurate description of non-linear thinking I've read. Straight line, different points.
Currently figuring out how to make my operating system legible to paying customers. Still in progress.
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This is uncomfortably relatable
This is uncomfortably relatable. I’ve spent years thinking my brain jumping between ideas every 10 minutes was a problem, but apparently that’s just called “being a founder.” The amount of random projects and half-built things I have is honestly kind of embarrassing. Maybe it’s not a productivity issue, maybe it’s just the tism trying to start 12 startups at once.
Many early-stage founders underestimate how detailed investors expect financial models to be.
Happy to share a template if anyone is preparing for a raise.
This reminds me of a famous quote from Game of Thrones: "Chaos isn't a pit, chaos is a ladder"
the reframe from 'my brain is broken' to 'my brain is wired differently for this specific problem' is one of the underrated founder unlocks. the same traits that made school hard (hyperfocus, pattern-jumping, obsession loops) are exactly what you need to ship fast and pivot when needed.
You make order out of chaos, just not the way most people think it's possible. I believe it's great how you have embraced that side of you and used it to its maximum potential.
As Carl Jung once said: "The privilege of a lifetime is to become who you truly are".
This really resonates. From the outside some systems look chaotic, but internally they have their own logic and structure. I’ve noticed something similar in teams -execution often looks messy until the decision structure becomes visible.
The bit about one tab getting promoted to its own window is exactly how I work 😆. I have ADHD and spent years thinking the chaos was the problem. Turns out it was just the wrong environment. The moment I started building my own product — solving a real problem I could see every day — the hyperfocus kicked in and I shipped an MVP in 5 days. The chaos didn't go away, but it finally had somewhere useful to go. The thing nobody tells you is that ADHD founders are brilliant at the 0-to-1 phase but need external structure for everything after. Still figuring that part out.
I feel so related to this post, I've been for years trying to get better at explaining my proposition to potential clients and in my job as Bikish said and just messing it fully up. Eventually I think the only way I got it to work okay was just preparing a lot for each conversation, having everything scripted and a lot of work inputted in it.
but yeah, the chaos helps to breakthrough generally
The "translation layer" point is where I've felt the most friction. As a solo developer building an AI product, the chaotic-brain mode is actually my superpower during architecture and product decisions — I can hold seven interconnected system components in my head simultaneously and see how a change in one ripples through all the others.
But the moment I try to explain the product to a potential customer, it crashes. What feels like a clean, elegant system internally becomes a word salad externally: "It's a RAG-based multi-channel AI agent platform with..." — and I've already lost them.
What eventually helped me was working backwards from the customer's frustration, not the architecture. Instead of "here's what it does," it became "you know how your support team answers the same 50 questions every day from documents nobody reads?" That one sentence replaced three paragraphs.
Your framing of it as a translation layer rather than "simplifying yourself" is actually the more accurate mental model. You're not dumbing it down — you're writing a driver that lets your OS communicate with theirs.
What my team say about me is "Not better. Not worse. Just a different operating system," which is so relatable. Sometimes it's difficult to start a SaaS software from scratch, but improvising and growing the team is not the battle I was looking forward to.
My brain works similarly. TBH I think this is a form of ADHD, but its a plenty useful way to think in lots of contexts! Just not most of the boxes modern society tries to sort people into.
“Not better. Not worse. Just a different operating system.” That line stayed with me. My brain does the same thing — wide exploration while narrowing a niche. It looks chaotic mid-process, but it’s really filtering.
The trick seems to be knowing when to stop opening tabs and ship the one that matters.
Really enjoyed this — the way you framed creativity and structure resonated a lot.
I’ve noticed in my own work that some of the most productive insights come from moments of chaos, but the challenge is turning them into repeatable processes.
Curious — have you found any specific routines or constraints that help transform chaotic ideas into something reliable without dampening creativity?
This is so relatable — the chaos-on-the-outside, perfectly-labeled-tabs-on-the-inside feeling is real. Different operating system, same results… just a more interesting path to get there.
What a great analogy! I have felt like this for years. It wasn’t until I stuck to my lane of core expertise, where it became easier to open up fewer browser tabs, until eventually was able to land on one idea that struck home hard. I’m not a first-hand developer, but getting started utilising AI capabilities has 100% helped me stay focused and not get side-tracked, at least that was the most accessible way for me.
Great post, thanks for sharing.
This really resonated with me. The “different operating system” framing is spot on not broken, just wired differently. I like how you turned what usually feels like chaos into something intentional and useful. Curious what tools or habits have helped you build that “translation layer” over time?
This sounds like my thoughts daily. Knowing that my scatterbrain can be useful helps.
Lol my brain does the same rapid-fire tab switching thing, and people think I'm all over the place until they realize I can pull up exactly what they said three weeks ago. The constellation vs. straight line analogy is perfect.
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This hit way too close to home 😂
The “47 tabs, perfectly labeled” line is exactly how it feels. Not random. Just non-linear. And that hyperfocus switch where one tab becomes its own window? Same. Amazing for building, awful for replying to anyone who texts “quick question.”
Also, your point about “fake order” being more stressful than visible chaos is so real. People think tidy equals calm, but if the system isn’t truthful, it just adds pressure.
The “translation layer” idea really stuck with me too. Not changing your operating system, just making it readable for future-you and for other people.
What’s one thing that’s helped you externalize the constellation without killing your momentum? A rule, a ritual, a tool, or something physical?
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The “translation layer” idea really stood out to me.
Do you think that’s something founders need to consciously build, or does it naturally emerge once other people start depending on what you’re creating?
This really resonated with me. My thinking can look chaotic too, but it is usually because my brain is constantly running through different scenarios, trying to find the most efficient or simplest way to solve a problem.
A lot of that thinking happens internally, so it can seem messy from the outside even though there is a clear structure in my head. I am not very book smart in the traditional sense because my brain gets bored easily, but when it comes to systems, structure, and efficiency, that is where it works best.
Reading your post was a good reminder that what looks like chaos is often just a different way of processing and problem solving.
this '47 tabs' thing is way too relatable lol. i’m an management information systems student building an automation saas for smes right now, and i always felt like my brain was just a messy room until i started coding. suddenly, the 'chaos' turned into parallel processing. i think for us, the challenge isn't the mess, it's just that our internal documentation is written in a language only we speak. the 'translation layer' you mentioned is the hardest part of building—trying to make my 'logical' automation flows actually intuitive for a normal user. great post!
This is so relatable. Every time my job has a complex project but trying to explain it into simple terms to them is always the difficult part. In my mind I see it clearly and simple but when explaining it, thats a different situation.
Oh well, guess I was meant to keep those great ideas internally to build something of my own haha.
"This is the most honest description of a 'founder's brain' I've read in a while.
What you call '47 mental tabs' is what leads to brilliant pivots, but as you noticed, it’s also what makes the operating system crash when you have to scale or explain your vision to others.
In my book, Startup Inferno, I talk about the 'Limbo of untamed creativity'. Many founders fail not because they lack ideas, but because they have too many and they try to build them all at once. That’s how you end up with 'Startup Cosplay', spending energy on every open tab instead of the one that actually pays the bills.
I use a 'Grill' framework to help chaotic brains like ours decide which tab to promote to 'Full Screen' and which ones to 'Force Quit' immediately.
For example, when looking at a project's cost area, we brutally separate the Essential from the Luxury. It’s the only way to make the 'constellation' visible to investors and customers.
You mentioned needing a translation layer—that’s exactly why I wrote the book. It’s the manual for keeping the processing speed high without losing the system in the noise.
Curious: which of your 47 tabs is currently taking up 90% of your CPU?"
This is so relatable and very well put. There's a system, it makes sense to you and that's what matters!
I recently came across this term called polymathic brain, which is somewhat like this, scattered, associational in thinking, multiple interests, dabbling with many things at the same time.
I work in a corporate job as of now and looking to make the start, and every little helps!
I am very similar to this and my brain is always chaotic and running ideas from here to there and non to act. But somehow I also managed to implement few ideas and working on them. Thanks for Posting
Thank you for sharing this and articulating it so well ,it made me feel seen and heard. I've never had the right words to express it. My brain takes a turn while I'm in the middle of explaining, and all I end up with is "I'm a scattered brain." This piece gave me language I didn't have.
Hehe! Congrats! Ordinary minds wont move something big enough!
thank you!
The '47 tabs' analogy hits home! 🤯
People often mistake this non-linear thinking for being scattered, but as you said, it’s actually a constellation of logic. In my experience as a founder, this ability to connect seemingly unrelated dots (cat -> pistachio -> product idea) is exactly where innovation comes from.
The hardest part isn't the chaos itself, it's building that 'translation layer' you mentioned so the team doesn't get whiplash following our train of thought. Thanks for normalizing this operating system!
glad to hear im not alone!
What looks chaotic on the surface is often parallel processing underneath. Founding works because it finally gives that operating system room to run — the hard part is translating it for others without killing the speed.
exactly
Very relatable. I have to slow down and write things down or else my own mental OS freezes x-)
LOL This was so relatable!! I'll be back with my story. One of my 47 tabs just caught my attention ;-]
hahah good luck
good
Thanks for sharing, this is helpful 👍
The “47 tabs open, no mute button” description is exactly how my brain works too — and for a long time I thought that meant I was broken or undisciplined.
What I’ve realized (and what this post captures well) is that this kind of non-linear, high-context thinking is actually a feature in chaotic environments like startups. You’re constantly pattern-matching, connecting weak signals, and exploring multiple paths before one crystallizes.
The real challenge isn’t the chaos itself — it’s the translation layer. Turning an internal, parallel thought process into something linear, communicable, and actionable for others. Writing, frameworks, and simple artifacts have been essential for me there.
Appreciate you reframing this as an alternative operating system rather than a flaw. I think a lot of founders quietly needed to read this.
I love how you framed this as a different operating system, not a defect. So many people spend years trying to 'fix' their brains to fit jobs that were never designed for them.
This resonated hard.
What looks like chaos is often just parallel processing without an interface. Most jobs are optimized for linear execution, so anything non-linear gets mislabeled as “messy.”
Founding didn’t fix my brain , it finally gave it a workload that made sense. The hardest part has been building a translation layer so other people can actually follow the constellation.
Curious what’s worked best for you there , writing, systems, constraints, people?
Hi! 🙌 Thanks for sharing your journey — it’s inspiring to see the early chaos turn into something meaningful.
As someone building an AI meeting assistant, I’m curious:
When you were in the very early days, how did you decide which user problems were worth prioritizing first?
Did you focus more on features that solved immediate pain, or on ones that were easiest to build?
Would love to hear your thoughts — and thanks again for sharing your story! 💡
This resonates a lot. The “translation layer” point is key. Different operating systems aren’t the problem, unreadable output is. I’ve found that external structure often matters more than internal order. Curious what tools or habits you’ve found most effective for translating the constellation into something others can follow.
"Most workplace environments want you to pick one lane.
Entrepreneurship gives you twelve, throws in five detours, and says “good luck” — but with that comes permission to follow a thought wherever it wanders."
This bit resonated with me most. My brain is not built to pick one lane.
I’ve seen the same thing while experimenting with simple AI funnels — complexity kills momentum early.
good stuff
This hit home — the way you describe chaos as an operating system makes entrepreneurship feel less like a mismatch and more like the perfect environment. The ‘47 tabs’ metaphor is gold.
I’m building MoonwalkAI (AI video generation for TikTok/Instagram), and your point about finding a career path that matches your internal OS really resonates. For me, systems thinking and modular pipelines feel chaotic to others, but they’re exactly what make building scalable products possible.
Quick question: you mentioned needing a ‘translation layer’ so others can see the constellation instead of the chaos — how do you approach that in practice? I’m working on making MoonwalkAI’s complexity more readable to users as we prep for our Product Hunt launch Jan 7, and would love to hear how you balance staying true to your operating system while making it accessible to others.
Thanks for sharing this — it’s inspiring to see chaos reframed as a strength 🚀
I really like this
Good stuff!
Amazing story
Wow, I love how you described your brain as “47 tabs running at once but still organized.”
Honestly, that’s exactly why so many founders end up doing great on Reddit, the platform rewards people who can connect ideas fast and speak in a way that feels real, not overly polished.
I work a lot with founders who have the same kind of fast-thinking creative energy you described, but they struggle to translate it into Reddit posts that actually get traction.
Reddit users don’t care about “perfect messaging”, they care about authentic thought processes, the kind you just wrote here.
If you ever want to turn this style of storytelling into posts that reach the right subreddits (AI, productivity, entrepreneurship, solo founders, etc.), I’m happy to give you a few pointers or help you shape a post that actually gets attention instead of getting buried.
Not pitching anything, just want to help more founders communicate the way their brain naturally works, because that’s where Reddit tends to reward people most.
I think this pair of shoes must have gone through many stories
Kaia, I was thoroughly entertained and completely empathetic to this. I thought all this time people that think like us (I'm very much the same) had a focus issue. We don't, we organize differently. Loved the part about 'One tab gets promoted to its own window, and suddenly everything else disappears.' This is SOP for me as I build TierraNav. Thank you for sharing and thank you for the laugh.
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This is one of the most accurate descriptions of a ‘chaotic but high-functioning’ brain I’ve ever read. From the outside it looks scattered, but on the inside it’s a perfectly logical constellation with its own rules and routing system. The jumpy associations, the hyperfocus, the instant pattern-connections—none of it is random. It’s just a different operating system, one that thrives in environments where creativity and nonlinear thinking actually matter. Honestly, the world needs more founders who build from that kind of brain. It’s messy, brilliant, and surprisingly structured once you learn how to translate it for everyone else.
Thank you! Glad you connected with it :)
Lots of founders have busy minds, we with you .
Love feeling im not alone <3
by result of this we become slow learners to the world
or we learn fast but things not always needed!
YES. The "47 mental tabs, zero mute button" is the most accurate thing I've ever read about my own brain. I always felt like my constant context switching was a flaw, but you're right, it's actually just parallel processing. Entrepreneurship makes perfect sense because it needs that chaotic energy to function. Thanks for putting words to that operating system!
thanks! I love hearing people connect with this!
This was like looking in a mirror — thank you for writing this.
For years I’ve bounced between ideas, half-built projects, and random “what-if” rabbit holes. I convinced myself I was just all over the place. But reading your story reminds me that this wired brain — tabs open, constant spark of curiosity — isn’t a bug. It’s a feature.
I’m building a little automation tool for blogging (Post Forge), and every time I jump from designing a workflow to tweaking SEO strategy to brainstorming new features — I think “okay, no sane mind would do this in a straight line.”
Turns out — maybe we’re not supposed to. Maybe the chaos is part of the engine.
Nice to know I’m not alone out here.
yes i can ump between projects too quickly too!
good luck with post forge
Inspiring
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My chaotic brain has become my greatest strength, fueling creativity, bold ideas, and fearless problem-solving. Instead of limiting me, it pushed me to innovate, adapt, and ultimately become a founder with purpose.
i love how you recognize that! its 100% true!
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As a founder, your description feels so real. Entrepreneurship really is the only job where chaos isn’t a bug — it’s a feature. Thanks for this perspective.
Thank you! its great to hear others connect with this!
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Love what you’re building , genuinely. One thing you might not be seeing, though, is that the biggest pocket of your target users actually isn’t on Indie Hackers.
For products like yours, about 70–85% of the most engaged early adopters hang out on very specific Reddit sub-communities, and those groups react extremely well to what you posted here.
If you want, I can show you exactly which subreddits map to your audience and how to position your post so it doesn’t get flagged, and actually drives signups instead of just “nice idea” comments.
Let me know ,happy to help you get real traction where your users actually live.
Micheal precious @Prechtechsolution
hey! thanks for reaching out! yes - IH prob isnt the best route but its great connecting with others who feel similar.
Happy to connect 1:1 and chat more email me? [email protected]
Done , Awaiting your positive feedback.
i did not get an email from you?
Hello there, i beloieve you are doing great are you still in this conversation with??
i've resent the message to you on gmail if you can't see it yo can do well by mesaging me on telegram then
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No worries, I may have missed it. You can reach me directly at [email protected], or if it’s easier, message me on Telegram: @preshtechsolution. Looking forward to connecting.
Kaia, this is honestly one of the most relatable posts I’ve read in a while. I do Reddit marketing and community management for a lot of founders, and the “organized chaos” brain you described is exactly the type that ends up creating the most interesting ideas.
Reddit actually rewards that kind of thinking the quick jumps, the weird connections, the raw honesty. It feels real, not polished. And founders who embrace it instead of trying to sound like a productivity robot usually build the most engaging communities.
Your brain might look chaotic from the outside, but it clearly works. And posts like this prove it.
thank you!
I love hearing that you connected to it :)
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Embracing a chaotic mind can fuel creativity, risk-taking, and innovation, making entrepreneurship a natural path.
Turning chaotic thoughts into creativity fueled my journey, making entrepreneurship the perfect fit for my mind.
yes glad you connect with this!
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I really liked this, Kaia. What stood out to me is how you describe the internal logic behind the “chaos.” Most people only see the surface level noise, but you made the underlying structure visible. It reminded me how some minds operate more like event-driven systems than linear processes. Everything fires, everything connects, and the real work happens in how you route the signals.
What you said about needing a “translation layer” is the part I relate to most. The challenge is not thinking this way; it’s helping other people follow the jumps without losing them along the path. I’ve spent years trying to slow my thinking down just enough so others can see the thread, without dulling the creativity that comes from letting ideas collide.
Your story captured that tension well. It’s chaos on the surface, pattern recognition underneath, and entrepreneurship is one of the few environments where that combination actually thrives instead of getting misunderstood.
Thanks for writing this. It made the constellation feel a little more familiar.
do you have any hints for reminding yourself to share the transition layer?
dont make yourself slow down! your chaotic brain is a valuable resource!!
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This was such a fun read — I felt like I was inside your brain in the best way. The “47 tabs but all perfectly labeled” description is so real. From the outside it looks chaotic, but you explained it in a way that actually makes it feel intentional and kind of beautiful. Love how you connected it to entrepreneurship too — it really is the only path messy thinkers can thrive in without pretending to be linear. Thanks for sharing this, seriously. It made me feel a lot less alone in how my own brain jumps around.
thank you! i love how you vibed with it and youre not alone :) its great to hear many founders feel this way!
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This is insightful Kaia. My name is Vasilis and as a Clinical Neuropsychologist, I spend my days studying and working with this kind of operating system hahaha. You've given a perfect description of parallel processing with low inhibitory control on internal stimuli. Your brain is efficiently sorting data but just skips the social translation layer that slows down others and you gain the power to design systems that minimize cognitive load for everyone!! You make me think that entrepreneurship can be the creation the environment where our operating system thrives. Thanks for sharing this! I’m genuinely curious to see how you build out the translation layer for ShareSkippy!
thank you! i appreciate you breaking down whats happening on a clinical level!!
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Here’s a concise 15-word comment for that:
"Turning chaos into creativity, embracing unconventional thinking, and channeling energy fueled my journey as a founder."
I can also draft a slightly longer, punchy version if you want it for LinkedIn or a blog post. Do you want me to do that?
Hi Henry thanks for you thoughts! Do you write a lot?
Your chaotic creativity turning into a founder journey is inspiring—proof that unconventional minds build greatness.
Thanks for your support!
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This is such a refreshing take on “chaos” being a feature, not a flaw. The way you describe your brain — 47 tabs open, all processing at once — is exactly the kind of operating system entrepreneurship is built for. Most people think founders succeed despite their non-linear thinking, but you show how you actually succeed because of it. The part about needing a translation layer really hit — turning internal logic into something the outside world can follow is a skill in itself. Love this perspective and how unapologetically human it is.
Glad this resonated with you!
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Love this perspective, Kaia! The way you describe your brain honestly hit home. I feel the same with Shyfto — building a product that matches the way my mind works has been key. For me, chaotic ideas collide into features like instant share links, encrypted transfers, auto-delete timers, and device-friendly uploads. Each “tab” in my head becomes a tiny tool or improvement for users.
I completely relate to the hyperfocus moments — when one idea locks in, everything else fades, and you can actually ship. And yeah, normal workplaces never understand this; entrepreneurship really is the only lane that lets a mind like ours thrive.
Thanks for sharing this — makes me feel less alone in the chaos! 🚀
Good luck with Shyfto!
Thanks for letting me know you connect! it means a lot !
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Embracing a chaotic brain fueled creativity, resilience, and innovation — key qualities for becoming a successful founder.
Embracing a chaotic brain fueled creativity, resilience, and innovation — essential qualities for becoming a successful founder.”
Embracing a chaotic brain fueled creativity, resilience, and innovation — essential traits for becoming a founder.
Thanks for your support
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Embracing a chaotic brain can spark creativity, resilience, and drive — key traits for becoming a founder.
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The constellation metaphor is spot on. I've had the same experience - what looks like scattered thinking to others is actually rapid pattern-matching across domains. The cat → trail mix jump makes total sense because the underlying thread is there, just compressed.
The translation layer problem is real though. I've found that writing things down before meetings helps - not to remember them, but to pre-translate the connections so others can follow. Otherwise I'm three jumps ahead and everyone's still on step one wondering how we got to pistachios.
I agree. but then during the meeting things will happen and my brain starts jumping again!
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love this. most founders aren’t laser focused robots.... they’re pattern jumpers. what looks chaotic on the outside is usually fast context-switching and parallel processing. the trick is not suppressing it but building a workflow that lets the chaos produce insight instead of noise.
yes and getting yourself to continue follow the right noises.
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Love this — the ‘47 tabs but somehow functional’ brain finally feels seen.
yes we need a 47 tab club so we can get each other
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Honestly, it’s weirdly relatable especially the ‘47 tabs open’ part. I always thought that was just me breaking things, but maybe it’s part of how the workflow works. The hardest bit is the translation layer you mentioned: trying to help people understand the logic behind what I’m doing in Delta’s interface without having to walk them through every tiny jump my brain makes.
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this is weirdly relatable. the 47 tabs thing especially - i always thought it was a bug but maybe its a feature. the hardest part for me is the translation layer you mentioned, making other people see the logic without having to explain every jump
yes we need a 47 tab club so we can get each other
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I think that besides having ideas, the most important thing in entrepreneurship is putting those ideas into practice. You also need to work in one direction to truly push your ideas forward. So when all sorts of creative ideas pop up in your mind, I think on the one hand you can record them, and on the other hand you should also let your brain rest adequately, you can try meditation. Then, focus on doing one thing well in the direction you think you are better at, or in a direction that has more market potential.
This is so relatable. Every time my job has a complex project but trying to explain it into simple terms to them is always the difficult part. In my mind I see it clearly and simple but when explaining it, thats a different situation.
Oh well, guess I was meant to keep those great ideas internally to build something of my own haha.
Turning chaos into creativity, I embraced unconventional thinking, took risks, and built my journey as a founder.
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