I need help please?

Have you ever been so lost, that you don't recognize yourself anymore?

I believe that I suffer from depression. Not the kind you can see, the kind that is hidden behind a smile. To cop I bury myself in my work.
I started a blog, it's been 2 years now and I feel like I can't get anything right. This isn't a cry for help (well it is in a way).

Where can I improve with my online business? Indiehackers is full of success stories, from what the notifications are saying. I really enjoy blogging, don't want to give up....