First off I want to say I really appreciate everyone in this community. You guys are really supportive and helpful and that’s amazing. I wish you all success.
But yeah I’m not ready for this. First of all I picked a horrible project to try and make by myself. It’s a social app that anyone can join for free. This is fine but I didn’t think enough about moderation and even just making fixes to things that come up as your app scales. I’m trying to do this with a full time job, handling both at the same time means committing almost all my time to working even if the project is something I enjoy.
I also just graduated and started my career a few months ago. Working on the app has made it all that’s on my mind to the point where it’s interfering with my productivity at work. At first I didn’t really care because I thought the app would be able to support me so I didn’t have to worry about work but that’s not true. Mainly because making something successful takes a really long time especially making it successful enough to live off of it. I don’t want to ruin my future for a dream. If I wait and have a few years experience and then spend a lot of time it’s fine because I’ll have the experience to find a job if I need to even if I quit to work on my side project full time.
I have a lot of growth to do as a person. I’m still young and I’m not ready to lead a company yet. I get really anxious about stuff and I’m not a born leader. These are all skills I can learn and improve at during my job right now. On top of that the time commitment for this on top of my job means giving up too much time that I want to spend with my friends and family.
This doesn’t mean I’m giving up just waiting for the right time. Next time I know what I’ll do differently. First I’m starting a project with 2 other people so the work isn’t too crazy and the mental load of worrying if your project succeeds isn’t all on me. Next I’m going to spend more time thinking about how to deal with problems as my project scales. I’m also going to not build it out as much as I did without seeing how it scales with real people. I really think it’s not worth succeeding on your first project, it’s too overwhelming. I’d rather succeed on my 100th then it’ll be a lot more satisfying.
I also have no regrets. I learned a lot from the experience and had literally hundreds of people give me really good feedback. I got over 600 people on my app with just a few posts. It’s probably the coolest project I’ve ever worked on and I’m excited to show people what I can accomplish when I’m looking for new opportunities in the future. I guess I’m gonna stay a wannabe hacker for a few more years but I’ll be back, don’t worry.
"Entrepreneur" is just a word, it's not some medal of distinction awarded by a community for achieving some level of cultural impact.
You had a goal and an idea. You manifested that idea. People used your manifestation. It failed. That's great. You're in the 99% percentile.
"I have a lot of growth to do as a person. I’m still young and I’m not ready to lead a company yet." You just described probably 99% of entrepreneurs and business owners who end up in a leadership position. Nobody knows what they are doing. Everybody is figuring things out as they go. You are not alone.
This is a refreshing glimpse into awareness. Not everyone who builds apps has this awareness. I commend your decision. SaaS products are hard enough, and I can imagine a social network is insanely hard to get right.
Keep making things as time permits and as long as you still have the entrepreneurial bug, I promise you’ll launch a company at some point.
I just want to say it's awesome you recognize the amount of work required to keep at it and that it's not for you at this point.
Working on a side project when you've got a regular job really is a challenge. I was shipping my app last fall and the weeks leading up to it revealed a lot of work left. I'd keep uncovering more and more things that I had to get done and it was consuming a lot of my spare time. And that's an app that is meant for a single user and doesn't have a dedicated backend.
Creating a social app, or just any app where users can sign up and create public content opens up a whole can of worms. Moderating the content and the users is extra work on top of just building the damn thing. So kudos for attempting it!
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