i'm lost !!

Hello friend! First off, let me reassure you, everyone has been in your position one time or another. Even people graduating from university often times have no idea what they want to do! With that being said, a great place to start is to simply try new things. Now that's a pretty generic response that you'd probably find anywhere, but there is a bit more to it. Starting is just that, it's "starting" something. The key to finding a new passion or at least a new interest is sticking with it for a least a little while until you've had a chance to taste whatever that "thing" is and what it has to offer. Let me back this up with a real example: I was in a similar spot about a year ago but specifically the problem for me was, I just couldn't get myself exercise. So I made a promise to myself that I would try running (as much as I hated it at the time) for at least 2 weeks. I ran 8 times in those two weeks and I was miserable...but you know what happened? The third week came around and I kept running. A year and some months later I run almost every day and have completed several races and it feels amazing. Without trying and at least sticking with it for a bit, I would have never found running and I certainly would not be obsessed with it. The same is actually true for my career. I hated to write code at first. Until I actually gave it a shot, I fell in love with the process of getting to build things from scratch and also loved the problem solving aspect. So I encourage you, try something. Even if it seems silly at first, give it some time and you just might surprise yourself!