Start a journey from below zero

Hi,

It's my first post. I've been reading Indiehackers for 3 months and I've thought I should take action and start my journey.
There is always some sort of anxiety and pain in the first steps.

here are some facts about me:

I'm a 23 years old product manager, In an almost big and established company.

I'm not a native English speaker. I've just take grammar courses, to communicate with you amazing people.

The country I'm living in is not supported by PayPal or Stripe or any payment method ( and it's one of the problems I should solve).

I bootstrapped before and I want to do it again but not in the local market.

It seems odds are pretty against me, but I wanna die trying.

Thanks for your support.