Why I lose motivation ☜(ﾟヮﾟ☜)

Let me share with you one side of the problem.

Why do I lose hope in the middle of my ideas?
I come from a country which is quite blacklisted from the business side of the internet. What do I mean by that? You'll hardly find it on the list of supported countries for sites(those needed to run a business).

Had an idea early this year. Had to stop working on it because there's no way to process payments for me(yeah both stripe,paypal and others not in my country). So, I gave up.

This time around, I'm really interested in this new idea I've been working on. almost done with development(knowing I'll surely find a payment processing something that can work for me).

Yeah, I found some that will work.
eg. Payoneer - wait payoneer can't be used for credit card processing with control like stripe where everything can be automated because there will be a webhook.

Okay Gumroad, Yeah I can use Gumroad to charge for the product. and then take the payment into the Payoneer account and then to my domiciliary account in my country. Guess what? at the end the product was for charity because the money get's lost in the process.

Hence, I'm losing it again. 😢